Candace: Augmented reality

I have been feeling extremely depressed lately. I know that saying (writing) this to an audience of strangers helps nothing to solve the issues. I know the audience doesn't like these things and that it alienates them. My apologies. But at the same time, for some reason it feels relieving to vent this a bit.

I have always felt I am good for nothing, that I fail at literally every aspect of life. Always subpar no matter what I do, my best will never be enough. When I was younger I kept saying myself 'Don't worry, as you find your niche, you will do well' I am tired of waiting, and feel pity for how delusional I was. I wish I were good at something, but my time has ran out. And now some worrisome news from my homeland have reached me. And that hasn't been helping me...

I know optimism alone doesn't solve problems either, but indeed, ignorance is bliss. And one day, all will be over.

At least the water (which was done in 10 minutes) looks okayish. Thanks to Tao for the brush.

Thanks to criticalvolume for the invaluable advice, time and patience.

Have a great day, please.